Saturday, January 22, 2011

BROKE! GALAU!

Its For You My D ( Doraemon )


"Teardrops On My Guitar"

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be
I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without

Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's so just funny
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night

[Chorus:]

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause

[Repeat Chorus]

So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
He's the time taken up, but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into..

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see.

Sunday, January 9, 2011

About the message " He and Me"

Wednesday, 05 January 2011 at 18 : 45 p.m
I see him in timeline in my twitter. he says he wears stirrup.
I confused.
at 18 : 52 p.m
I try to send him a message. " Really you wear stirrup?"
Lucky, he replies my message.
He says, " Yes."
at 18 : 53 p.m
me : " really? I don't believe it. what's your rubber colour in your stirrup?"
at 18 : 55 p.m
Him : " haha, I don't wear rubber in my stirrup, my stirrup is transparant."
at 19 : 02 p.m
me : " I can't imagine you if you wear stirrup haha."
at 19 : 03 p.m
Him : " Of course no, indeed you will see me again?
"
I
swallowed hard, silent, transfixed.


Is mean he will go? go to leave me?
Is mean he'll never be mine?
Its really?
I have to ask him about this problem.
at 19 : 13 p.m
me : " whether you will change schools?
and I wait, wait, and wait. Why he doesn't reply my message?

I cried, I didn't know what should I do.
Am I have to let he go? no, I can't.
I can't let he go, never.
I can't.

Sunday, 09 January 2011
at 15 : 41 p.m

Him : " Nin ( my name ) tomorrow we'll goes to school. are the schedules changes? and are my seat changes?"
REALLY! I'm glad can read your message, your message to me!

at 16 : 01 p.m

me : " I'm sorry i'm late to reply your message. I think the schedules will changes but the seat isn't change."

at 16 : 07 p.m
Him : " Ok, thanks."
at 16 : 11 p.m
me : " your welcome."

I'm very glad now. Because he doesn't change his school, and we stay one school.
It is mean, I can try again to make him loves me.
Because I love him ever since I met him.
Since the first sight especially :)

Thank you, God.
You hear my wishper.
My wishper : He doesn't leave me